Sunday, June 8, 2008

A brief prayer for guidance

(Originally  Written June 8, 2008 in the Journal)

Lord I am terrified. My soul is sunk into the depths of despair. Anger is choking out the little hope I have for this relationship. How can all this come to pass? What are you teaching me? Where are you pointing me? Make it clear to me so that I do not take the wrong path.

I spoke to my father as I told you I would. He closed the door on Taylor pretty soundly. He mentioned Portland. I could live with my brother there. Is that your will? I relish the idea of being reunited with him, but I do not want to follow selfish ambitions. I want to follow your way for me. If this is it then make it known.

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